New Year...New Time... Happy 2014

So, it's a New Year soon and my life goes on.... but the question is how does it go on? When I wake up to a new day, what is it I see? What I see is what I have generated to this point in my navigation of the quantum space. I see things I like and I see things that I would like shifted. How do I shift them?

To identify them I must be honest with myself and accept exactly what is. Next step is to know what I want. Health, body image, career and how I relate to the universe. What I see is exactly where my thoughts have been... where the speaking of my life has been... the things I see that I would like to shift were put there by where my attention and life force were focused in the "past". The question now is... what do I want to create now and to reference the future... in this year? Obviously, that is looking forward and it does not exist in the now. It does exist in the now as I "think" about it. However, I exist in the now and am generating my future at this moment. This is the power of you at work... generating the "future".

So..New Year, a powerful time both for review and generation. The generation of your life!

Through the past year I have provided clues as to where you can look within you to find out who you are and who you choose to be. The fun thing is accepting yourself just the way you are will provide the insights needed to guide you to the place in you you choose to unfold.

You can be whoever and however you chose to be. That is the magic of life!! That is the magic of the "quantum space". ALL limitations are set by you and those limitations actually restrain YOU. So, little you, ego, sets limitations around big YOU. I wanted to provide a very clear picture of what is actually happening and it's all good... there is nothing wrong here because you get to chose your life moment by moment!

My best Wishes to all for a powerful 2014 filled with the power of your soul or Core...

Speak Your Life and Your World Into Existence...

Since it's THAT time of the year again... you know Christmas and then New Year's resolutions, it is a perfect time to decide what you want in your life or what you want from your life. And, you can start right now. Why wait for the New Year? This way, as the New Year arrives, the gifts to yourself  have already been established in the "quantum space".  They are established as soon as you "speak" them into existence. You can't have anything until you know what it is that you want. Then you must give up wanting and be willing to have. Whatever is "missing" from our lives is missing because at some level we are unwilling to have it. Sounds funny doesn't it? The mind says - "What? You fool.. look the universe didn't give you that.." Well, now, mind, why is that... you're so good at figuring... you tell me now! Interesting question, isn't it?

So, at this point if mind wants to accept a "random operation" of the universe... its says, "Well, it didn't happen..yet..." The mind could just as well "assume" a perfectly ordered, on purpose universe. That being the case... the answer from mind then is - "Well, dude, or dudess.. YOU just didn't generate it! So, you just weren't there yet."

So, as far as the mind is concerned, there are different points of view. However, the big "you", YOU, "knows" the answer... and as your mind comes into "right" relationship with YOU... it says, "and that's all good... everything is as it needs to be for YOU."

So, words. Start with words. Do you really listen to what you say? What you say will give you the clues you need to have to focus yourself on what it is that you want. Here is an eye opening example: If you find yourself saying "This always happens to me... " Whatever "this" is has a quality to it... and given where your focus of attention is... it will keep happening. Then the question becomes - "Would you rather be right or have your life free of "this" that always happens? Do you see the power of that? Your emotional energy is behind it and you are literally letting it be that way... once you see how that is set up energetically in you, you can see how it shows up like that - ALWAYS. Also, there is a surety in that. A predictableness that your mind loves because you know how it IS. Fact is, it IS not that way!! It IS only that way because YOU have allowed it to be set up that way.

This relates to the post I did about reality... "reality is unreal." Remember? This is part of that discussion. A little different focus, but part of the same thing. The focus here is about creating your reality... and from the post about "the most powerful place in the universe"... you need to know where you are to see and accept what you have and are generating so that you can modify and create your "reality"... the reason I said Reality is unreal - is that it is not a static phenomenon - it is dynamic - you can't say it IS anyway because in any instant YOU can shift it!! It shifts immediately as soon as you do!! Welcome to the quantum space...

Energy... and Healing?

In my journey to me I have found aspects of myself that I always knew were there. I just didn't put any attention on them. Why? Well, they were at a deeper level of who I am and I was "probably" not ready to address them. We all have those deeper aspects and, if we are willing, as we grow and learn about ourselves we see more of them. We connect with them when our life context allows us to fully embrace that which we already are. You remember that "entelechy" thing that Mike talked about. We are already evolved, we just need to get to the point of recognizing and accepting it! Interesting dichotomy this universe presents.

So one of my aspects that escaped awareness was my ability to create "healing". For whatever reason, I had this appointment in my book to go to a "healing" presentation. You know, like what is healing? How does it look? Actually, I didn't even know what was supposed to be presented, yet I KNEW I was supposed to be there!! THAT is the shift that needed to happen for me. Life for me shifted from figuring out what I needed to do to KNOWING what I needed to do or KNOWING what was in my best interest. Seems a little challenging, right? Don't be daunted, okay? While in one context it seems almost "magical", in another it is really simple.

You see as we grew up we were taught to.... fill in the blank here. We were taught many, many things about how we need to be grown-up and it isn't nice to.... etc. Much of that certainly can be true at some level depending on the context of the situation. Still, what was missing was us. It IS okay to feel and be anyway you want. However, remember Karma always operates. It's like Newton's laws. Action and reaction. You know it is part of the duality. However, suppressing feelings just suppresses feelings. They don't go away until they are expressed. I know, I know... I harped on this before, right? Well, I'm harping again. These unexpressed feelings take your attention, your very life force, to hold down. As a result they are like a thin, maybe thicker, veil over you! And, by the way - literally OVER you as in covering YOU.. Yes big YOU. That is the beautiful being which you are that wants to shine brightly in this universe!! Yet, you are covered over and muzzled by these unexpressed feelings.

So, I went to this seminar and what I learned is that there is some kind of healing energy that operates. I experienced it. I loved how it felt. I'll talk more about this next time...

Have What You Have... and Insights

Since Mike started this yesterday, I'm gonna run with it!! "We so many times "rush" to judgment - like if I feel this way or that way I must be a "bad" person and we run away from it. Oh no! I am such a... fill in the blank... I say NO, you are just "feeling" what you are feeling - YOU aren't anything! THAT is how you start to uncover the GOLD in you! Be willing to HAVE what you have."

And, so that is one of the secrets of insights. Be WILLING to have what you have. Then notice what comes up for you in terms of judgments or other feelings. Many times we are not even WILLING to have the feeling because there is an attached judgment. Oh, I don't want to be a bad person so I'm not even going there!! It's okay... trust me... here's the downside, see that German Shepard with his head under the table and his butt sticking in the air... he thinks he's hiding because his eyes are covered!

That's what I'm saying about insights. You enter a crowded room at a party and "feel" funny. Like "maybe" you don't belong. You scan the room for someone you know. Don't see anyone. Behind that is "I'm uncomfortable". Behind that is the idea, "I wish I had stayed home." Behind that is, "I don't know anyone here." Some of that you are making up. Do you really not know anyone there? How did you get invited then? So, insight - when I get uncomfortable I begin to make up stuff that makes me more uncomfortable and instead of resolving the discomfort I want to get away from it.

Suddenly, someone paying attention to the room sees you. He immediately picks up on your discomfort. Why? 1)Because he is paying attention 2) He is willing to acknowledge what's up within himself. He sees you standing there and "knows" from his own pool of insights what you "might" be feeling. So, this guy there noticed this German Shepard with her head under a table and her eyes covered thinking she was hiding. EVEN THAT is an insight... even if I try to cover my feelings someone can pick up on them!! So, he comes over and says - "Hey, you look lost" and laughs to let you know he "gets" your feeling of discomfort and who you are in that moment. Based on your previous insights you know to just be real. "Yeah, Darby didn't tell me so many people would be here!" Now the party "ice" has been broken and at the same time you learned a lot about yourself.

Every moment of our lives hold the keys to who we are. As I said, you must be willing to have what you have. You don't have to believe it... just have it. That's the key. That's why enlightened people will tell you to take yourself lightly. In the duality is the existence of a blended being - Mind, heart and core! As you go deeper and deeper into who you are, you also understand how YOU operate in this quantum space. Hey... it's still a quantum space that is always operating. Always be aware of that.

Live Your Insights...

As we go through life our awareness deepens and we have insights about ourselves and our life. Having insights is one thing... living insights is something else! So, as we have the insights, it is important to incorporate them into our life. I'm not talking about nice ideas, but true insights. How do you know the difference? Insights come from a deeper place in you. And, that is part of the journey - To differentiate between "knowings", which I am calling insights, and nice ideas which are a product of your ego and mind. All of the "issues", things that are less appealing about our life on earth, are a product of mind and ego which occur to us as what I am calling "nice ideas". They arise from what we think. We "think" this is this way or that is that way. And, those thoughts are influenced by our emotions and judgments and evaluations of feelings. "Oh, I shouldn't feel that way". Why shouldn't you? That's what came up in you! Rather than censor it, look at it. It doesn't matter whether you should or shouldn't have that feeling or judgment. Fact is, you have it! THAT is information for you, about you. By acknowledging it you have choices in regard to it.

The "idea", for instance, "I own this land." How can you own something that you are a part of? Yeah, we own ourselves, but we really don't "own" ourselves. We are fully responsible for ourselves. Wouldn't the land of earth be treated the same way? We are responsible for this land. This is one of the reasons I say words in your life are important. The words create a relationship to you, an access to you. That is why I say to watch your words. Anyway, back to "nice ideas". Interesting, I now see that some of the issues that arise from "nice ideas" are actually imprecise use of words. Okay, then the words create an access to who and what we are. So, if I say "I own this land" what comes up in me?  This feeling of possession. A feeling of supreme authority. Yeah, right. Look at what Katrina did to New Orleans. Supreme authority. Umm... probably not! Own would not be the proper word to use in relation to all that is, would it?

This is what I am saying about awareness - it occurs like mini-awakenings on your journey which is a good reason to pay attention. Your insights are not there by accident, but are your route to enlightenment. It's a cumulative thing. The more you can live them, the more insights you have and the more enlightened you become! Is there an end-point? YOU tell me!

As we become aware of what is arising in us and put aside our judgments, we can get a clearer picture of who we are and what our journey has been. Then insights can arise within us about where we have been on our journey and what choices we might want to make based on them.

Awesome...

The universe is awesome! Life is awesome! I'm so geeked I want to say it is f'ing awesome!! By this point, I bet you want to say that maybe Monty is a bit...mmmm... challenged. A little off the hook. Well, in a way, I'm alot off the hook. And, that is a good thing, I tell you! Think of all the people that you know that are "on the hook", exactly... boooring. It's okay to be a little, how shall I say, "different". I see the world like a mesh of gears. You know how perfectly gears fit together? And then they rotate completely in sync. There's a long explanation about involuted surfaces, but we don't need to go there. Oh, wait, we already did!! Well, okay, forget I said that! So, everything fits together... perfectly. Like I said in a previous post. When we practice gratitude, we are acknowledging the perfection of the universe. That is one of the most important reasons for gratitude. We are saying, Universe, you're perfection is amazing. It is gratifying. I am so blessed to be part of it. So blessed to participate. Even if I hate this moment because of my judgments of it! This too is bringing me home... home to peace... home to love... that turmoil I feel settles down to a wholeness I can experience, if I let myself. With gratitude, you can start to trust the universe. Trust even the decisions that may have made issues in your life for you! The gratitude allows you to let it all go. You don't have to hold on to this stuff. Really, you can let it go. And, then too, there is the matter of your "attention". Did you ever hear the phrase, "pay attention". It means - please direct your life-force here. Literally. So, your attention directs your life-force, the stream of who you are. And, we can actually use our mind and ideas that can entrap us to free us. Sounds like smoke and mirrors doesn't it?!! I can tell you for sure it is not. Again, remember I said we are navigating the quantum space without a license. Well, of course when we were born we came in with a handbook, right? Oh, you mean you didn't get yours? Wtf? Sorry, couldn't help that... So, yeah, there was no handbook and that is perfect too. How could you ever get to be who you choose to be with one? Still, you need to know the rules. Gratitude is one of the rules. That's it. Everything that happens to you is there for a reason. And, by the way, not one your local mind can always understand, and that is perfect too. Wow. I sound like I'm talking in parables. I'm not really. Just off the hook a little, shall I say... don't you just love it!! I do and so does the universe!!